Serious Adultery

Work at home Husband Dave confesses his filthy habits

My name is Dave. I work out of my house as a day trader and I have been married to my wife, Jill, for over 20 years. The life of a day trader is pretty hectic. I would wake up, get the kids to school and kiss Jill before she headed out to work. The thing that really bothers me about cheating is that our marriage wasn’t bad. We weren’t on the rocks and we were having sex 2-3 times a week. I think I fell into the trap that most men fall into after 20 years of marriage. The spice was gone. We had tried different methods with toys and lingerie, but everything was monotonous. It was always the same and I didn’t know what else we could do to satisfy my urge.

One day I was home alone and I had a spam message in my email from a sex dating website. When I went to delete it, I accidentally clicked on it instead. When the message loaded, I saw some very sexy pictures of members in my area. At first, I thought that I would innocently sign up for a free account just to look through the member profiles. It was the same thing as porn, just a little more dangerous. I opened a new email account so I wouldn’t get the emails in my personal account that Jill knew.

I started looking through the profiles and I saw women of all ages looking for intimate encounters. The thought of meeting one of these women was so sexy that I couldn’t help myself. I pulled out my credit card and paid for an account because of the “discreet billing.” If Jill asked, I would just tell her that it was some software that I needed for work. In the beginning, I thought, “What the hell? I’ll message a few girls and see what happens.” I never intended on putting a picture up.

A couple of days later, I had some messages from girls that wanted to talk to me. I couldn’t believe that these girls were interested after just one email. The things they were saying were very dirty and I have to admit that it was a direct contrast to the monotony of being with Jill. To make matters clear, I never stopped loving Jill. She was the mother of my children and my wife. Somehow I rationalized the physicality of sex to being something different than the emotional connection I had with Jill.

I decided to message the girls back and see what came of it. I didn’t think it would go anywhere, but in the back of my mind, I couldn’t wait for a response. One of the girls asked if I would meet her for lunch. I thought about it and after a while, I thought “What the hell.” I didn’t think it would go anywhere. Her name was Becky and she was gorgeous. She had long blond hair, blue eyes and a great body. In the middle of the lunch she told me that she had a hotel room.

I couldn’t help myself. Before I knew it, we were in the hotel tearing each others clothes off. We had sex for what seemed like a lifetime before we parted ways. The next day I got two more responses asking for dinner dates. I told the women that I could only meet during the day and they were accommodating. Becky was the slippery slope. Since her, I have been with at least fifteen different women and Jill has no idea.

I still love Jill and I wouldn’t give up my family for my alternative lifestyle, but the excitement of having sex with other women is too much for me to handle. I never meant to cheat on my wife, but now I don’t think I will ever stop.

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